Wow...my last post was before Thanksgiving...wow.
well hi :) Um, so today is a cold January 25th, and uh...wow. I haven't blogged in such a long time, and I have soo many. fucking. things to spill. but lets go slow, p.s. warning, this might be a super long post..we'll see...
but wow, new year rang in. I couldn't get on the blog, because my computer was fucked up for some time, and we visited family during the holidays. and I missed 2 weeks of school (before break...so I went to see family for about 4 weeks) so I was piled with makeup work when I came back. no complaining though, the "vaca" was worth it.
Anyways, so I guess better late than never? so here ya go...
Damn, how is the new
year going for you guys, so far?
hope its well
mine is okay :) not too bright, not too dark. safe grounds for
now...
anyways, so I was piled with the makeup work I was talking
about, therefore I was running all around everywhere, never really got time to
think about the blog.
But anyways, so lets go on and talk about some
lovviinininin. so fridays. like today. one of the best things I like to do
is watch some passion.
here we go..i love. and i mean love. gay porn. and if you have
read maybe a couple other posts, you know that. I have watched a gay film ,
(kind of )reviewed it, and common law was were it was at ;)
so one of the best "hobbies" I have on a friday night
is to go to TUMBLR and look at some gay porn/passion/kissing scenes and
gifs...(yeah sometimes gifs give the equal amount of feelllll) ..etc.
so I did that, I think maybe last weekend, and I "discovered"
a little gif of WILL AND SONNY.
if you watch Days of our Lives, then that probably rings a bell.
I clicked on the gif, enlarged it, and fell in love with it. and when I
discovered that its actually a tv show, and it airs everyday...I couldn't resist
it.
Arrr...for now, just two pics; but damnnn...the showcase I have saved on my phone of those two ;) haha
but anyways, these two have a very weird relationship coming along. and, days of our lives comes on usually at 1 pm. and just so happens, that during this week, I had midterms, and I came home earlier than 1. so I saw the first episode of those 2, and I fell in loveee.
they have the most beautiful. most gorgeous. relationship ever. they're perfect together. my god.
but they have a weird, probably rocky relationship ahead. what happeneneed:
so there's Will (blond hair) , and Sonny (dark hair) ... and a little time ago, I THINK , a little shortly before they officially went out, Will saw a guy flirting with Sonny. you know the typical "here you have some milk/coffee on your upper lip, let me get it" BUT it was with the finger...
anyways, flirting. will sees this, and obviously a fire comes in him. he goes to this chick's Gabi's house. gabi is also in a relationship with this nick guy (complete asshole, homophobe ) but he's in prison now.
anyways, will and gabi end up having sex; and you know, Will wasnt thinking, and Im pretty sure the only reason he had sex with her was because he was hurt and heartbroken, and probably just wanted some lovin. also, I think that's also the time when Will was kind of new to the whole gay thing; another reason could be was because he wanted to forcefully convince himself that he wasn't gay...
so anyways, after the night, Will feels terrible...; but after that incident, Will and Sonny make it official. They move in together, spend almost every night together...good times, until Gabi told Will that she was pregnant...with his child.
Nick (the guy that Gabi was with) gets out of prison, and is "okay" with the fact that gabi is pregnant with someone else's child. matter fact, he wants Will out of the picture (because nick is a assholic homophobe) and wants to raise the baby with gabi alone.
<<< i mean look at that asshole
Will reluctantly agrees, because he doesn't want the child to be in a broken home. This agreement stays between the 3 of them. Will doesn't tell Sonny either, because...well...he's afraid that Sonny will leave him.
then nick and gabi go to the church, to get married. everyone thinks that gabi is pregnant with nick's child..Will doesn't even come into anyone's equation.
however, at the hospital, when gabi was with her doctor, Cameron, she reveals the fact that nick is not the father. Chad, overhears this. so at the church, Chad gets up and shouts at Gabi to tell the real truth about her baby's father.
Will says that the secret won't work anymore, and tells everyone that he is the father.
the plot is kind of right now. nick still wants him and gabi to be the only ones. Will, has a change of mind, and wants to be in the baby's life...and legally, has every right to do so. however, nick wants to marry gabi, and somehow take this to court, and legally, get Will's rights dropped; so then Will can't be near the child anymore.
so yesterday: yeah 1-24-13 , the episode came where WILL tries to explain things to Sonny. it was the most beautiful scene I've ever seen. the words, the acting, the kiss, the lightning was perfect....
it was just one of those things that it's too amazing to put in words...like GAHHRGJKNQREKGMQEKGNNQJ those feellslslslslsl they gave me...
the one that in on 1st row, second one, the one that they both have their hands on each other's heads/ears is from :
roxrene2012
Will just went on and saying the fact that
"I love you. and its not like
I'm gonna stop."
and then saying "I miss you every minute. I miss you every day...."
and then just kissed sonny so damn well...
and they got up, starting to get it...Will asks Sonny if they can go back to his place. Sonny says as much as he wants to be alone with him; sex isn't going to solve anything.
Will reluctantly sees it, and he takes Sonny's head in his hands, plays with his earrrr, and then says "i'm sorry, im such an idiot". and then he slides his hands on his chest, and leaves.
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. BEAUTIFUL.
I saw it on TV, and I needed I NEEDED. to see that scene again. I kept checking youtube on my phone every 5 minutes to see if someone had uploaded it. so finally someone did, and all night, I cuddled with my phone and repeating that scene a BILLION, ZILLION times. :')
however, next week (this week that's coming along), the guy that was in the coffeshop with Sonny earlier, (the one with the coffee..and he did it on the lip)...BRIAN..comes into the picture. and Sonny and him , kiss. Will sees this. then later on, Brian and Sonny are about to have sex, when Sonny denies, and says he's not ready for it
however, Brian takes this and gloats to Will that he had sex with Sonny..
I know this kind of fucks it up, but like a lot of people on tumblr are saying...this is kind of a speedbump for Will and Sonny. there's a disruption, and it'll make them come together again to resolve it ... and maybe get them back together, quicker.
So I'm exciteedddddddd :) and honestly, I kind of want to see a jealous Will. I know its bad. but I kind of want him to see how much it hurt Sonny. when you were with someone else, and you lied. but Will had his reasons to get with Gabi that night, so I don't think it was all his fault. (god, i'm so damn ambivalent) but I kinda really want to see a jealous Will and then a desperate, crazy, powerful, strong drive makeup between those two.
god...this is bad...I'm going nuts....but fuck it ;)
from:
willxsonny reblogged danrdarrenc
even after seeing this scene 6,345,232 times, it still gets me :')
anyways, I apologize that I couldn't get some of these people's tumblr things...so obviously these are not made by me...and I really really want all the credit to go to those who deserve it. and some of them were also from google images.
so that's where we're right now, and I can't wait till this week comes along.
i love it. so much. and my god, I will definetely be posting a showcase of those beautiful lovebirds later on. it's so amazing how even though they're broken up/some problems...they still can't keep their hands off each other, they're always running on each other's minds..
and I know damn well, even though Sonny is gonna be with Brian in a little while...he'll come back, and Will and Sonny will be infinite. :') hope. really hope for that. obviously , its a soap, so i admit it, I don't KNOW...so anything can happen.
and for the baby..i was thinking that maybe...like maybe,...gabi dies or something. and then nick would be out of the picture somehow, and then Will and Sonny can be two amazing fathers of the little girl :') :')
but anyways, I am obsessed, and damn, am i proud of it! I can't waitttt till the next episode..and I gotta admit, Will and Sonny are the only ones that are keeping my life in sync.
I just realized that I failed 5/7 tests that I took...
and that really just stabs you in the heart, even when you stayed up all night studying..
and without those two, i would be in my bed, all weekend, listening to some slow, sad, "why is life like this", kinda song. but frankly, I don't care right now...even though I know that bad grades will kick my ass when I'm older. but right now, seeing Will and Sonny...just even thinking about each other..makes me so happy...and its like I'm in love with someone, and they make happy :)
I loveeee itt..
but one thing, I haven't quite figured out yet...
who is top and whos bottom?
like sometimes, it seems Will's top, but then sometimes Sonny does the driving...god....hmmmmmm...I bet they have like rotations, like on which days, who gets top. see...they like to balance it, so everyone's happy :)
MY BABBIEIEIESSSSS , YOU ARE SOOOOO FUCKINGGG PERFECCCCTTTT :)
okay, I'll go now :)
have a fantastic day, beautiful people!
