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yooooo! what up my homies? 

yooo. so you know the widely known and used term "practice what you preach" ... i decided to give that a swing today. 

If you guys have read this post.. : http://freshlysensual.blogspot.com/2012/08/bad-mood-thendance-moan-and-laugh.html

you should know I should learn how to practice what I preach.

Anyways fuckerrs,....give this a shot! really. like really. GO AND LISTEN TO SOME CRAZY PARTY SONG. (make it spanish..it's more fun that way!) , GO MASTURBATE (eeeww! fuck outtaa herree), AND GO LAUGH! 

so, from my word choice and use of caps lock, you might be guessing I might be slightly drunk or high. nope. im 1 hunnid % sober right now. Why am i using all these black terms? cause nigga, I loveedd the hood. and once you go black, you never go backk ;) 

anyways, I was listening to SMILE- by Scarface and Tupac; and there was this awesome intro, that did for me: 

There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see
that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future.
But through whatever you see,
through all the rain and the pain,
you gotta keep your sense of humor.
You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit.
Remember that.
Mmm, yeah.
Keep ya head up.Yeah.

especially when he said the "sense of humor". I look back, and Tupac was right. really...when you gotta see through all this bullshit...look at the positive.

which for me, is pretty hard. I'm a person to always compare everything, and I'm quite sensitive. one comment can haunt me for weeks. but I'm trying to make myself stronger.

I've always tried to be a people-pleaser. even last year, aka "my golden age". ha, but no more. badass mode on. no more caring, thinking, or anything about what people think. i'm done with that.

and you gotta look like that as an evolving phase. at the end, whatever bullshit you're going through, is gonna make you stronger (lil wayne..drop the world :D ).  

compared to some of you guys, I'm not going through ANYTHING. i've read and heard stories about others so less fortunate. and whatever you guys are going through..just stay strong. 

shit, why am I saying that? I don't know how it feels to suffer. why am i preaching when I don't know shit? 

anyways, wherever you are...like Tupac said, "you gotta keep your sense of humor". 

smile. here's the record, if you wanna take a gander at it. 

anyways, the video is not mine. yo my homies, if you are truly having a bad day....a bad week...seems like a bad life..

then keep your head up. smile. take care. 

for all those out there that wanna end their lives, fuck it. don't. know why? cause fuck people. that's why. that's why. people call you fat, ugly, stupid. so? so fucking what?

every single one of you has this thing called talent...and a dream. and every single one of you has a place in the world. even though that's not where your parents, friends, or family wants you to be. 

say fuck it. if your ugly...guess what? you're not. you're beautiful in every form. we all can't look like megan fox, and we shouldn't try to be either. you're more than beautiful, and guess what? when you're on your death bed (which god forbid that happens), you don't think about how many booty calls and how many times people call you "pretty". you think about the memories with friends, the amazing times you have.

that's what matters at the end.

people call you fat? fuck them. you probably have a gorgeous body. and if you don't like it yourself, then go and change it. hell, I'm trying to lose 10 pounds ever since June! haha, we all go through it, stay strong, find something that works for you. and if you love your body, fuck it, stay with it. at the end, a guy isn't gonna put a ring on it for your body. well...atleast a REAL guy who loves ya. that nigga is gonna put a ring on it cause you got that special charm that sweeps him off his feet. 

people call you stupid? fuck it. maybe books aren't your thing. (their not mine!..don't worry, your not alone! haha) maybe academics isn't your line. but ya know...there are TONS of other jobs. do what you like to do. i think it's pretty evident that academic jobs pay a little bit better than your art jobs. but you know ... who wants to go in that same damn line? the GET A JOB...GET MARRIED...HAVE KIDS...SAVE FOR RETIREMENT...same routine. right? fuck it..you have one life, one shot at it. might as well live it doing something you love :) 

so SMILEEEE MUTHAAA! 

have a great day you guys! beautiful morning or buenos noches! everywhere you guys are!

thanks for reading,

and take care you lovely people

killer whale 1: "yo my nigga, what's that?"

killer whale 2: "iunno bruh, should we do something?"

killer whale 1: "nah bruh, let's just stare at it." 

killer 2: "allright my nigga. lets do that" 

FAIL..attempt to be funny and warm up your day :) haha but the pic is funny :) anyways, gracias to all the sites that these pictures were from. 

flyyyyyy